Hello. My name is Angel. I am college educated. I am a thinker. I enjoy learning new things and learning how things work. I believe in science, and love to learn about science. . . and. . . I believe in God.
Yep. I believe in God.
Recently, I have come across many people who vocalize that God can't be real. They vocalize that people who believe in a God must be ignorant sheep followers. They have to be people who believe in fairy tales. There is no way sane, intelligent people can believe in God. There is no proof that God exists, thus there must be no God.
I am saddened by this. This is a very closed minded view.
Now, I must say I did not grow up going to church. In fact, I don't remember my mother ever taking me to church. I went with Grandma once or twice, but I am not a church goer. Church just isn't right for me, and never has been. I did, however, grow up with God being in my life. As a child I gathered a lot of strength from God. My child like "he will right all that is wrong, protect and love those who believe in him, and reward those who are good" really helped me deal with a less than ideal childhood. I am thankful God was in my life during those times.
In college I had my doubts. For a time I turned my back on God and vowed he didn't exist. How could he exist with all the evil and bad in the world? How could he allow so much suffering? I admit it. I doubted God.
As I grew I studied more. I saw the world. I saw things that could only be explained by the fact that we are not here alone.
Now, I am not sure if I fully believe in the bible. I do have some doubts there . . . but I know more than anything that there is a God and he loves us. He cries with us when we cry. He shares in our joys with us. I also believe that the bad things that happen in this world are not "his will". He did not want these things to happen, but he is with us in our sadness when they do. I don't believe God can protect us from each other - our gift of free will has a dark side (if the bible is 100% true).
I do have questions and doubts, but I will say this, my belief in God doesn't mean I am ignorant. I question everything and take a long time to form my opinion. I am not a follower, I am a questioner. My belief in God does not make me weak, in fact it is exactly the opposite, my belief in God makes me stronger. I know that no matter what happens here on this Earth I will never be alone, for God is with me. His love is with me - and with his love nothing else matters much.
Thus, you can talk about me being "stupid" for what I believe in. You can laugh when you see me reading the bible or you see my family say grace. Personally, it doesn't matter what you think, all that matters is what God thinks.